Saturday, September 6, 2008

part two of fam story

its a warm saturday noon

im relaxing n unwinding myself at home

but thinking back of those sad things i really must sit and write

im thankful for the person that invented blog

at least i can write out all my feel

she being weak and but she think she is great n have sacrificed herself, all these are wrong, instead all her "sacrificed" has sacrificed us all instead
- my dad
- me,
- brother

nobody is in my shoes so will and cannot understand how i feel
you may think tat yes she may be great etc etc
but u r not me, u dunoe how we suffered under her

she has stressed all of us out, everything we do must see her face n temperament

i have friends who have good and kind parents who listens and support the child instead of exerting pressure on them

and she claims this is love and all she did is cos she love us. PUI

she love herself more, she wants things to be in her way

she may think its love but no , her love has turned into torture

she is torturing all of us by being temperamental

yes i know there are worst parents around, but there are nice ones too

why cant she fall into the nice paretnts category

she thinks $ is everything

but i tink fam love support understanding is most important

i cannot do anyting to her else will be branded as ungrateful , unfilial

and god will punish me

so what can i do but just blog it out, keep in the heart, bear w her but treat her coldly cos i really hv no love for her, only pity

im a bitch ! but so wat, im happy ! hah

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