Mother

i dunoe why im sitting here

i dunoe why im writing this

im not suppose to be doing this

but i really must say it out

how should i say

i hate my mum

everyone will say im wrong to do that

but what to do i really hate her

she has caused our lives to be in this way because of her

she is a a very weak woman that drag everyone down w her

when she is sad she makes everyone sad too

she tortures us mentally

but on the surface she is the angel

by doing our housework, washing and cooking, to make up for her misdeeds

the only thing i can make myself stay here w her is cos she took care of my son 24/7

and he is attached to her, "grateful" to her but other than that she is not a good mother

she may be a good mother yes by cooking washing n housework and looking after my son but only that

she is dramatic, temperamental, eratic, cranky, emotional and her best weapon is CRY, cry n cry, if not attempt suicide so to make the whole world guilty.

and everyone will be branded to think that we caused her to be so.

but in actual fact she brought all these onto herself

and yet we cant do anyting abt it or her

if we try anyting she will tink negative and start dramaing before treatment can be done

SIGH SIGH SIGH